I have removed 20% of my facebook contacts - those who are related to WAT & AKLTG - coz I don't want to continue to see any WAT and WA news & pictures, especially after a certain someone has come back on facebook.
I don't want to have to see the word "psycho" again.
A crazy person ALWAYS hates to be told she is crazy.
I have been mad a long time for having to take the blame, and I don't want to be (mad) anymore. Granted that I can appreciate the reason that the person feels he has been led astray - after all, I am born with the ENVIABLE ability to draw out the worst in people - I can't help but be mad.
Yes, yes, yes, I have an anger issue that I really need to work on.
There are 3 persons in this world that know I am incorruptible - my Dad, Seabloke and Pilot. My blood. Since 5, I've been able to tell right from wrong (If only there's an award for that...). I believe I've read all the teachings of Buddha by the time I turned 6 - books written in complex chinese that few adults today are able to understand, let alone translate. I could translate them.
All the bad things that I've done, I've chosen to do them. Most times just to annoy my Dad, sometimes to see if I can get away with them, and on a few occasions, just to experience life and to know that I am human.
Seabloke and Pilot are about the only persons in my life who know that I am the bona fide queen of sabotage. I create situations and chains of events that inevitably lead to the exposure of skeletons in closets, then leave the protagonists to face and deal with their inner demons and the consequences of their choices, and the Almighty to clean up the mess and make things right again.
To that person who's still monitoring my blog: I am guilty as charged; I was the one that led you on the path of obliteration, left you strandled there for someone else to save you, so you could finally appreciate her as the only person who really cares about you. I am truly happy for you, not that I'll really feel bad if things hadn't worked out your end- I'm incapable of feeling remorse (See? You really don't know me that well) - it's just that in my usual twisted way, I do love happy endings.
Having said all that, I must confess that I still don't like to hear even subtle hints of me having nearly ruined your life. I do not target the innocents. If you have been chosen, it simply means I saw something in you that the good part of me couldn't agree with, which the evil part of me just couldnt' help but want to draw out.
The total removal of you from my world calls for me to cut ties with everyone and everything that's linked to you (Yes, you did instruct me to do so at the onset. I hadn't, coz some of them are truly my friends, AND, I don't like to be told what to do.).
You do not deserve anything that you have now, especially the people who have remained faithful to you and are still standing by you. Know that.
I don't want to have to see the word "psycho" again.
A crazy person ALWAYS hates to be told she is crazy.
I have been mad a long time for having to take the blame, and I don't want to be (mad) anymore. Granted that I can appreciate the reason that the person feels he has been led astray - after all, I am born with the ENVIABLE ability to draw out the worst in people - I can't help but be mad.
Yes, yes, yes, I have an anger issue that I really need to work on.
There are 3 persons in this world that know I am incorruptible - my Dad, Seabloke and Pilot. My blood. Since 5, I've been able to tell right from wrong (If only there's an award for that...). I believe I've read all the teachings of Buddha by the time I turned 6 - books written in complex chinese that few adults today are able to understand, let alone translate. I could translate them.
All the bad things that I've done, I've chosen to do them. Most times just to annoy my Dad, sometimes to see if I can get away with them, and on a few occasions, just to experience life and to know that I am human.
Seabloke and Pilot are about the only persons in my life who know that I am the bona fide queen of sabotage. I create situations and chains of events that inevitably lead to the exposure of skeletons in closets, then leave the protagonists to face and deal with their inner demons and the consequences of their choices, and the Almighty to clean up the mess and make things right again.
To that person who's still monitoring my blog: I am guilty as charged; I was the one that led you on the path of obliteration, left you strandled there for someone else to save you, so you could finally appreciate her as the only person who really cares about you. I am truly happy for you, not that I'll really feel bad if things hadn't worked out your end- I'm incapable of feeling remorse (See? You really don't know me that well) - it's just that in my usual twisted way, I do love happy endings.
Having said all that, I must confess that I still don't like to hear even subtle hints of me having nearly ruined your life. I do not target the innocents. If you have been chosen, it simply means I saw something in you that the good part of me couldn't agree with, which the evil part of me just couldnt' help but want to draw out.
The total removal of you from my world calls for me to cut ties with everyone and everything that's linked to you (Yes, you did instruct me to do so at the onset. I hadn't, coz some of them are truly my friends, AND, I don't like to be told what to do.).
You do not deserve anything that you have now, especially the people who have remained faithful to you and are still standing by you. Know that.
