On Friday morning, I contacted my agent and viewings were arranged the very evening. Paper work has since been completed, and we are going to be living separately 3 days from now. I could finally find the peace to resume trading on Monday.
I am making a living for the family - mostly for D and his mum - so I am not going to apologize for taking the liberty to secure the personal space and peace of mind I need in order to work effectively.
As always, I appreciate all the comments.
@ Soulfire: you know me well :-)